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然后，她伸出手，冰凉的指尖抚上简谙霁的脸颊，动作轻柔得近乎诡异。
“你很害怕。”冷覃低语，气息拂过简谙霁的耳廓，“为什么？”
简谙霁不敢回答，只是更剧烈地颤-抖起来。
“是因为这个吗？”冷覃忽然从睡袍口袋里，掏出了那个深褐色的、羊皮封面的小本子。
简谙霁的瞳孔骤然收缩，全身的血液瞬间冻结。
冷覃……她找到了！
什么时候？
怎么找到的？
冷覃将日记本在简谙霁眼前晃了晃，嘴角的弧度更加冰冷残酷。
“看来，你对我的……内心世界，很感兴趣？”
“不……我没有……”简谙霁的声音破碎不堪。
“没有？”冷覃打断她，眼神骤然变得锐利如刀，“那你藏它做什么？嗯？”
她猛地捏住简谙霁的下巴，力道大得几乎要捏碎骨头。
“看着我的眼睛，告诉我，你都看到了什么？
看到了一个疯子？
一个变-态？
一个……活该下地狱的怪物？”
她的声音因为激动而微微拔高，眼底的疯狂几乎要满溢出来。
那本日记，显然触碰到了她最敏感、最不堪的神经，将她本就糟糕的心情，彻底推向了失控的边缘。
简谙霁疼得眼泪涌出，却不敢挣扎，只能绝望地看着冷覃眼中那片毁灭的漩涡。
冷覃盯着她看了几秒，忽然松开了手，低低地笑了起来，那笑声嘶哑而诡异，充满了自嘲和暴戾。
“没关系。”她止住笑，眼神重新变得冰冷而专注，甚至带着一种异样的兴奋，“看到了也好。这样，你就更明白了。”
她拿起那副冰冷的手///铐，“咔哒”一声，锁///住了简谙霁的手///腕。
金属紧///贴皮肤，带来刺骨的寒意和沉重的禁///锢///感。
然后是脚//镣。
"we are together." cold tain skillfully operating the lock///button, while repeating the spell in a low voice, with a morbid persistence in her voice, "you saw my dirtiest and worst appearance.
now, i also want to make you ... become more like me. "
she covered jane;s eyes with silk//silk bundles//ribbons, and the world fell into darkness.。
"tonight039;s ear, and the warm breath only brought endless chill. "the rules are simple."
"remember every pain."
"remember who hurts you."
"then, with me, in this pain ... find our only real existence."
the sound of the whip surprises suddenly sounded in the dark.
followed by, is more crazy than last night, more violent, more ... desperate pain.
leng qin seems to have completely put aside all scruples and disguises, and poured all the anger, shame-shame, fear aroused by the discovery of secrets and the morbid needs deeply rooted in his heart into this "game".
whipping, bondage, cold metal touch, hot pain, and the chaotic and crazy gibberish that she sometimes rings in her ear ...
jane is adept at ups and downs in boundless darkness and severe pain, and her consciousness gradually falls apart.
只有那句“我们是一起的”，和冷覃那疯狂而痛苦的喘息声，如同跗骨之蛆，随着每一次鞭打，更深地烙印进她的灵魂深处。
夜晚，变得无比漫长。
疼痛，没有尽头。
而冷覃，似乎在这极致的施///虐与掌控中，找到了暂时宣泄那崩坏情绪的出口，也找到了将简谙霁更深地拖入她那黑暗世界的、扭曲的途径。
她们真的，“一起”在这由痛苦和疯狂构筑的地狱里，越陷越深。